Typing with my left hand and one finger, is worKing out better, than i thought…i’m thank-ful for small mercies. punctuation… I either over or under do BUT NOT IMPORTANT TODAY…. Why… because i have much more to take care of ….Me! … back to me..
My name; Born Rosa Filomena Messere DOB 1 12 1959. back to the day of the BIG BlACK CROW. That’s What this blog is about.
Last week was a strange week for me… Actually it was almost fatal… I felt a rather odd, un settling energy around me. I’d cry over nothing, couldn’t sit still for very long i felt very hyper active and a strong foreboding feeling..surrounded me..It was eerily spooky, to say the least. The Black Crow for me is the harbinger of bad news and death. For The past 11 years, the universe has sent me this creäture to warn me that something awful is about to happen, and so far to date this has been the case.
Black Crows, adult ones fly within a few feet or so of where i stand, and tend to hover for a while then fly away.. This has happened several times, over the years, Shortly after news of a tragic happening, or if a death is about to be announced . When my mum was in her final weeks at the awful nursing home, where she eventually died, i remember visiting her one afternoon…. As i approached the entrance to the home there it was.. staring at me.. A crow greeted me by landing on one of the pillars, either side of the gate, that i was about to walk through…. I knew Mum was leaving us. Sure enough days or weeks later, Can’t quite remember she was rushed into hospital where later she died… This may all sound rather dark but there’s a reason i write this blog today. I had an accident last sunday, a serious one…..that almost cost me my life!
I knew, that this year would be a year where i had to tread with caution. The year of the metal tiger..unpredictable to say the least, and i had proceeded with caution… well as much as i could, without being stationary anyway..So… Why did this happen?
‘Why did the universe allow this to happen’ someone recently asked me. The answer is I SIMPLY DON’T KNOW… not yet anyway..
We can all ponder, wonder, judge and try to predict.. but what’s the point. This accident did feel very strange and, freaky…and if indeed it was my time to pass over then i doubt that i would have received so much universal warning. It wasn’t my time…. that much i do know ( i severed a major artery in my right arm trying to open my bedroom window that was tightly closed…my right hand went through the glass… the window didn’t open it had just been draft excluded too tightly i must add.. just to fill you in. A Crow made it’s presents felt by greeting me whilst i was walking through Hyde park a few days before the accident)))))
I am now left-handed for the time being, my right arm is in plaster. This will all take time to heal,and I’m no stranger when it comes to healing.. there’s no rush….
There are some very tight angles astrologically in the sky’s at the moment, that i was aware of and of course we are fast approaching a Lunar eclipse in Capricorn on the 26th june. All you mutable signs be aware… check which house this eclipse touches.. in your birth chart. Last week before this happend i documented all my daily aspects and transits.. Sunday was left blank, when i looked back at my diary recently.. very strange!
Energies, and forces are always at play no matter what, that’s a universal fact….
I’d like to say a massive thanks to the universe and to all my guardians that look after me and protect me. A very special and big thank you to the man in spirit with the top hat, one of the masters of the universe.. i am eternally grateful to him., and it’s an honour to be in such great hands.. And thank you to my mum and dad and all my italian ancestors whom i inherited my power and psychic gifts from. ..
To work as a Psychic, clairvoyant, healer teacher is a privilege.. and a responsibility. I’ll continue to do my work in what ever capacity i’m guided to do so…I look foward to see what the universe has in store for me next… One last message to all you spiritual folk out there please……
Do not judge, with condemnation… only from wisdom if you have to. We are all vulnerable, and life can change at a blink of an eye. I’m just one woman doing what I am destined to do and i do it with love,depth and passion, I care about those lovely folk, who beat a path to my door and I’m always happy to see them and others doing well. Happiness is something, that we can all create even when life throws a spanner in the works .. Despite my injury, trauma and pain… i remain strong and positive.
lastly if there are any Astrologers out there that come across this blog i would really appreciate, your astro comments my dob is 1 12 1959 and i was born in london at 2.15 pm… All comments are welcome provided that they come with love.